

Am glad that everything's over. i talked to mum about my future and im prepared for everything im gonna face.
A MUST TO RETAKE MY FREAKING ENGLISH THIS YEAR. If NYP doesnt want me, i will just make full use of my year and retake one more subject>EMATH. Since i have more time and no need to attend school. EMATH-A1, ENGLISH-B4. i set my target high so that i will push myself even harder and achieve it. i've already wasted 2 years. 1 year bcus im a NA student and another year bcus i couldnt get into poly this year(bless that NYP wants me ah). Mumsie want me to take private diploma but i think i shouldnt waste that money. It's okay. i accept every comments that's coming towards me now. Im no longer the pohyee who always achieve great results and things would go smoothly for me. i will slap myself hard and remember this year, 2010.
Moreover, im happy with my life now though. firstly, i had sec one orientation camp for 4 days which took my mind off frm worrying about my "future". but frankly speaking, during camp, my mind still couldnt stop thinking about it. but im still glad that camp was a success(to me). 1N6 was the awesome kids i have ever met! the rest of the sec ones too! LEADERS WERE DEFINITELY MORE AWESOME! secondly, im really touched by all my friends. they showered their care and concern to me. i can really feel them from the bottom of my heart. how great can my life be! i really love them all. cannot imagine my life without them. ok i rely too much on my friends. that's one thing i hate about myself. i must learn to be independent. BUT I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY HAPPINESS NOW. IM FEELING GOOD FEELING GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT.
I love working. I look forward to work. Yesterday i was telling P about it. "do you know why i always look on the positive side of work?" "THE FRIENDS I'VE MET THERE!, THEY ARE TOTALLY AWESOME PEEPS! Magdalene, Eric, Crystaline, Kavita, Siti. Plus baqir and mush. Ok no need to say, sengkang sec malay boys are always full of stupid nonsense HAHAHAAHA. I always like to disturb Eric and crystaline heheheheh^^ plus all the auntiesssssssssss. XOXO to them. Not forgetting haifaaa, jasmine, zul.s and ryan. Ok cant wait to go out with them on monday!
Apart from work, i've been meeting the boys quite often these days. Lepak till late night@ punggol park and walked home. A BIG THANK YOU TO NG JIAFA AND AREPP FOR WALKING LONGER ROUTE JUST TO SEND ME HOME FIRST. APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH. not forgetting enwei too! Ok sengkang members, next lepak session i blanja yall! Dinner at east coast with them plus NORSHAHEDAH tmr!
Lastly, we(angie, brenda, Khooshumei, yenton, mengliang, shiyi, qixiang) celebrated huiqing's bday over at her crib on wednesday(20TH JAN). had steamboat, ice cream cake and hope that she like her presents frm us! A very very nice day spent with them <3
I feel so blessed, am i? I love this post. XOXO